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Jun. 15th, 2012 08:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
pegunicentSo here it is, being a teacher has drained my creativity for writing to such an extent that I have trouble even getting a few pieces of fanfiction done. Doing orig fic is right out at the moment. I've been struggling with a strange sort of depression that's part missing home, part job stress, and part I don't have a fucking clue. Maybe hormones.
In any case I haven't been writing. I've been trying to write, but everything that I scribble out is meaningless, disjointed and trope. I feel like my creative juices haven't just stopped flowing, they're going into an entirely different pond. I'm tapped out just coming up with materials and games for my students.
the saddest thing is I *want* to write. I really do. I miss my characters, my stories, my plot lines that tangled into spagetti. Instead I"m watching youtube playthroughs of Minecraft and poking at stories that go nowhere and feeling like a failure as a writer. I don't know why I'm posting this here, except that I felt I had to get it out there somewhere.
This is the peg, begging for creativity.
In any case I haven't been writing. I've been trying to write, but everything that I scribble out is meaningless, disjointed and trope. I feel like my creative juices haven't just stopped flowing, they're going into an entirely different pond. I'm tapped out just coming up with materials and games for my students.
the saddest thing is I *want* to write. I really do. I miss my characters, my stories, my plot lines that tangled into spagetti. Instead I"m watching youtube playthroughs of Minecraft and poking at stories that go nowhere and feeling like a failure as a writer. I don't know why I'm posting this here, except that I felt I had to get it out there somewhere.
This is the peg, begging for creativity.
